My privilege

You have given me the chance to love You. You have given me the time to come back to You. In your arms I've fallen sleep. In the morning, I woke up to a new start. Things haven't gone easy just because I hold Your hand. But in a way, things don't seem impossible.

You have healed me in a fast way. But I have felt that You were requesting something else. I have bite my tongue and jumped into the unexpected. I have recognized the need to feed a friendship that was damaged for a wrong decision. I'm not sure the time it will take to go back to a time where we both had a big interest and trust in each other. But I'm willing to learn from You, to be patient and careful. May I have Your love and Light to be a good friend and companion when he needs it. May I learn from your courage, to be brave and express in a kind way my feelings, advice and ideas.

Bless his life, touch his heart. May someday he can discover that You are not there to rule as a fierce judge, but to LOVE him and heal him from the beginning of his life until now. Bless this intention that I have in my mind and heart, to be and offer my friendship with no restrictions. And thank You, for all that I can't simply express in words. Be my company now and forever sweet Love.

Clama a Dios... con todo tu ser

Hace poco pase una etapa de prueba en mi desierto. Luego de confesarme, el Fr. John me recordo algo que deberiamos siempre tener presente. En tiempos difíciles, imaginate como viene Dios a recogerte, en sus manos y como te abraza como a un niño pequeño. Y luego me sonrió (me acuerdo como le brillaron los ojitos cuando me dijo esto) y añadió: además estas ahora libre para volver con el NOVIO! y el NOVIO estará contigo sea para que seas una buena esposa y madre, religiosa, o soltera consagrada.

Aún en los momentos más duros, la confianza con Dios no puede ser ignorada. Si algo nos duele, y no podemos cargarlo, levantemos nuestras manos, clamemos. Mi mama me recuerda que las pequeñas jaculatorias tienen mucha importancia en nuestra vida espiritual. SALVAME JESUS, TEN PIEDAD DE MI, SÁNAME.

Después de muchos años, de clamar con todo mi dolor y pensando en el dolor de Cristo en el patio donde fue flagelado, quede dormida. Pero no el descanso regular, el descanso en el Espíritu es algo tan diferete y fortalecedor. Es como ser absorbida en una nube de Paz. La pena, el dolor, todo vuelve a 0 y es posible levantarse recuperada, fortalecida.

Si a veces nos sobran las palabras para pedirle favores, bendiciones, que estas no se limiten cuando nos duela algo, cuando nos sintamos destruidos. Al final, le agradezco esa caída tan dolorosa, porque me hizo levantar mis ojos y buscarlo intensamente.

Siempre Bendito, perfecto Amor.

Mighty To Save

Songwriters: Fielding, Ben; Morgan, Reuben;

Well, everyone needs compassion
A love that's never failing, let mercy fall on me
Well, everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Saviour, the hope of nations

Savior, He can move the mountains
For my God is mighty to save, He is mighty to save
Forever, author of Salvation
Where He rose and conquered the grave, Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures, fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in, and now I surrender, I surrender

Savior, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save, He is mighty to save
Forever, author of Salvation
He rose and conquered the grave, Jesus conquered the grave

Savior, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save, He is mighty to save
Forever, author of Salvation
He rose and conquered the grave, Jesus conquered the grave

Shine Your light and let the whole world see, we're singing
For the glory of the risen King, Jesus
Shine Your light and let the whole world see, we're singing
For the glory of the risen King