chastity formula

Friday, March 9, 2012

The long road to NO

After more than 50 negatives in terms of a job position, I just simply gave up. I'm ready for a second week at Bethlehem farm and from there I'll wait for the last time. I give up, YOU command! 

It's been no easy to live like gypsy, but this has been a great lesson on being more humble and seek simplicity. Once more I've discovered the pleasure to serve and be useful through my life to others. Would I'd be ready to start serving You now? I do hope so, as my soul feels weak and in total darkness immersed in this world of material and instant satisfaction. 

Lead me, lead me. Even if I feel cold and distant....take me!